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GROUP ASK ROUND # 0: So I lost a fic...

Hi, everyone!

In an effort to adapt to our new platform, we are doing group asks a little differently in our DW community. This post will serve as an example of what lost fic requests will look like if we need to move to DW permanently, so please feel free to refer to it if you need to. As this is only an illustrative post to move our backlog, comments are disabled.

We know everyone has that one fic they've read a long time ago and, for the life of them, can't find a link to again. On Tumblr, you'd just drop the Library an ask after Google and AO3 searches failed you and we would do our best to find your lost fic for you or we would ask for the help of our lovely followers.

Here, we will be compiling lost fic requests as comments.

HELP, I CAN'T FIND A FIC!
If you have a lost fic you'd really like to find again, just fill out this template with things you remember:

1) Click the "reply" button below.
2) Your comment must have a subject title. Please put something brief and descriptive that shows what you're looking for. It can include tropes, setting, and/or rating or it can be something as simple amnesiac!Bucky, Coffee Shop AU with weird sign outside, Post TWS-fic with Sam, Shrunkyclunks with SHIELD Agent!Bucky, etc.
3) Copy and paste the template below in the comment box and fill it to the best of your ability. We know some things will be hard to remember, but please provide as much detail as you are able to. If you can't remember something, feel free to delete the field.

WHO CAN RESPOND TO LOST FIC REQUESTS?
Everyone is welcome to reply with a link to a found fic! Mod replies will come only from 3 accounts:

stuckylibrarymods ,

aeremaee , and

wearing_tearing.

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Lost fic summary: Does anyone know the stucky fic where there’s a bit about Sams hugs and how steve asks Sam for a hug and Sam says if u ever need a hug squeeze my hand I’ll know what you mean and it was just very cute steve sam friendship, thank you!

Anon sent in hold me until we crumble by queenklu (complete)

Setting: prewar
Lost fic summary: Hi!! So im looking for this fic with pre-serum steve and the Barneses run a funerary business and steve starts working there as an accountant, George Barnes is the president of the company and the owner of the building where steve lives, i also remember at some point Bucky buys glasses for steve for his vision and he is the one to colect rent and thats how he gets the job for steve. It is set during the war (or pre war??) I have tried a lot of searches on ao3 and here on the blog. Please help :(

Lost fic summary: Hi! I'm searching for a particular Stucky Fanfic but I can't find it anywhere! I remember that all the avengers thought Steve and Bucky were "fonduing" but they actually weren't. In one particular scene they play some kind of card game with questions and Steve goes to Buckys room to ask him about the answer and kind of watches Bucky finish masturbating before asking the answer for the question. It was so hilarious XD Does anyone know this story?

branchan sent in 5 times Bucky and Steve were Unnaturally Comfortable Around Each Other, and the 1 Time They Weren’t by WhatTheBodyGraspsNot (complete)

Warnings: possible warning for graphic torture
Setting: post WS
Lost fic summary: Hey there love the site! There was a fic I read before and the only major part that stands out is that Bucky is on trial for WS and tony uploads all these videos to the internet that are sent to 9 people in every country so they have the chance to reach a verdict. Like these people were chose at random and each day they watch a video of Bucky slowly being turned by Zola into WS. A chapter was from this Irish guy’s POV. I hope I have enough to help find this! Love you guys you’re the best!

Warnings: possible warnings for discussion of past abuse
Rating: M or E
Setting: post WS
Lost fic summary: Hi! I've been searching for this fic for a while, but can't seem to find it. It's a post WS where Bucky is at the tower with Steve, and there's a party that the Avengers are having and he's convinced they're going to abuse him the way Hydra did at "those kinds of parties". If I'm not mistaken, he also orders a box of sex toys to prepare himself for the event, and he's super stressed out about it... whether or not you find it, I love the job you do here so thank you for your hard work!

s-leary and faceofpoe sent in The Tones That Tremble Down Your Spine by luninosity (complete, /others, Hydra Trash Party)

Setting: modern Bucky/cap Steve
Lost fic summary: You know that fic where it starts with Steve and Nat in a bar, where there's also Bucky and him and Steve start looking at each other and Nat tells Steve something like "I didn't know you were into guys" and Steve responds something like "Neither did I" and him and Bucky hook up and Bucky didn't know that he was captain america and then he moves to the tower because of paparazzi???? Sorry if it's vague I don't remember much

kittybrownjs sent in We have not touched the stars by sangha (WIP)

Lost fic summary: I don't know if it's alredy here, but I really want to find the fic. There are two of them, one is inspired by the other. It's about the government (or the army idk) thinking that Steve is their property and they can do whatever they want with him, and Steve being scared with Bucky as a protective boyfriend. (Sorry for my english)

dolphinqueen10 sent in Separating Me From You by heartsdesire456 (complete)

Lost fic summary: hellooo i'm looking for a fic where wanda was using her powers to help bucky get the trigger words out and was basically just changing what's associated with that word? and with some she had to bring other memories back like for freight car esp. also she tried it on steve first to make sure it worked and she saw how he's been like rly suicidal? thanks !

nomorerippedfuel and the-genderman sent in Einherjar by thecommodore_squid (orphan_account) (complete)

Edited 2018-12-11 22:01 (UTC)

Setting: AU
Lost fic summary: Hi!! Hope you’re doing well. I’m looking for a fic where Bucky and Steve are strippers but also sex workers and Bucky is a really bad dancer but Steve needs help with clients and they live together... does this ring any bells? I checked the sex-workers and strippers tag and I didn’t find anything Thank you!!!

s-leary sent in Red Lights Over the Water by SkyisGray (complete, /others, sex work)

Setting: First Avenger canon divergence
Lost fic summary: Hey guys! I thought I bookmarked a fix but apparently not and was wondering if you have any idea what it might be. It was long at least 65k words and it was set during tfa. It pretty much starts after Steve rescues everyone from azzano. I remember most vividly that there's a part where Steve kisses Bucky while they're on watch and Falsworth sees it and thinks Steve is kinda forcing it on Bucky because he remembers the guards at the pow camp were like that with Bucky. Anyway thanks for existing!

Anon sent in The Space Between - First Arc - Austria to England by blue_pointer

Warnings: sex work
Lost fic summary: I've been trying to find this fic for a while now - Bucky is a sex worker that Steve is paying, and they fuck in a cloak room when bucky is supposed to be at an event with another man (maybe pierce?) And he goes and plays a piano, a red and beige one, at a piano store? Pls help!

rooonil-waazlib sent in All Night series by mayalinified (complete)

Warnings: dubcon/noncon, voyeurism
Setting: prewar
Lost fic summary: Do you guys know of a fic where Bucky and Steve were like forced to fuck at gun point it was set in pre war and it had pre-serum Steve and in the fic they ended up getting way too into the fucking and the guy forcing them to fuck got freaked out, love u guys so much happy Halloween

dolphinqueen10 and i-am-the-official-zebra sent in Little Lies to Get Me By by OhCaptainMyCaptain

Edited 2018-12-12 13:25 (UTC)

Lost fic summary: Hello! I've been trying to find a fic for a long time to no avail: it is a one-shot, angsty story (later revealed to be a dream) where Bucky asks Steve to try and pick him up as if he was a lady and they slept together. Any clues or leads would be greatly appreciated!

lightning-striking sent in I'll Be Seeing You by OhCaptainMyCaptain (complete)

Lost fic summary: I am looking for a story that has a field of flowers (I think it's a memory from the war, Steve and Bucky find a body?) and Steve is triggered by the smell of meat/soup

Lost fic summary: i was just wondering if u guys know the fic where bucky owns some kind of security firm (with sam i think?) and they partner with or hire steve at some point and steve and bucky both like each other but steve turns him down bc they work together and he wanted to wait until the job was over?? thanks!

teenagemutantninjamushroom and out-in-the-darkside sent in The List is a Bad List by 74days

pinklystrange sent in Lessons Learned by sadsongssaysomuch

Lost fic summary: Hi, I'm looking for a fix I read a few years ago, I haven't been able to find it since. It was linked to a03 by a comic I found on Tumblr. The only part I can remember is that Steve delivered groceries for a short time during it, Bucky referred to the customer as a queen. The customer suggested Bucky was in Love with Steve. And they took the elevator to get to the right floor. It was a longer fic but that's all I can remember. Thank you!

bride-ofquiet sent in Turn Back the Clock by Bluandorange (WIP, /others) and this comic

Warnings: possible dubcon
Setting: post WS
Lost fic summary: Hey I've been looking for this fic for a while. Post tws. It's dark, where Bucky kidnaps Steve I think? They're on the run from shield who's trying to find the winter soldier and arrest him. Bucky doesn't remember much and he's easily triggered but Bucky has sex with Steve because his body remembers Steve or something? Towards the end Hawkeye finds them and talks to Bucky about ptsd and how to cope. I believe there's a scene where Bucky runs out in the rain naked? Sorry that was vague. Thanks!

chris-evans sent in Revenant by stele3 (complete)

Setting: post WS
Lost fic summary: hello! i tried searching for this fic set after catws where the winter soldier is researching about steve and ends up becoming his fan (?) but i cant find it, i was hoping you could help, thanks !!

Lost fic summary: Hi. I'm looking for a bdsm fic that I remember seeing on here before, but there wasn't an ao3 link to it; it was just written on Tumblr, I think. It has to do with sub!Steve being hypnotized on a mission with the whole team, and avenger!winter-soldier!Bucky having to take care of him on the plane ride after the mission in front of the others. I've already searched your bdsm tag.

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Lost fic summary: Hi there! I read this some time ago but forgot the name. Bucky and Steve meet as young boys. At first Winifred, Bucky's mom, didn't want Bucky being friends with Steve because she was trying to spare him the heartache in case Steve died as he was sick all the time. Sarah Rogers confronts her. There is a scene where Steve and Bucky are in a church choir but because they are playing, they knock over a candle holder. Also, Winifred receives letters notify her of Bucky's and Steve's death.

Anon sent in Gravity by Mici (noharlembeat) (oneshot)

Warnings: /others
Setting: A/B/O, high school AU
Lost fic summary: Hi! There is a a/b/o fic that I've been looking for where bucky is an omega and Steve is his longtime alpha friend and neighbour. Bucky goes to a high school prom with Brock and Bucky gets pregnant with Brocks child but they put Steve as the father. Steve ends up leaving to England. Bucky and Steve cut their contanct until Steve moves back to the US. I stopped reading the fic at that point but the fic has bothered me for a year now and now I really want to find out how it ends/continues.

dolphinqueen10 and drjezdzany sent in Love, Bucky by ValkyrieGail (ZombieSultan) (WIP, /others)

Warnings: domestic abuse, suicidal ideation
Lost fic summary: Hey. So, I found a fic on AO3...but have since lost it. It was one of my faves. I was wondering if you know which it is from my description: WIP/ about 20,000 words / Pre-war / Stucky/ ... Bucky about 15. Bucky's dad abuses his family. Mr. Barnes' relationship with/ wife is strange. He abuses her but they still "love" each other. Rebecca HATES Bucky. B is ashamed of his bruises and hides them from Steve for years. B. sometimes visits the Brooklyn Bridge and thinks about jumping off of it. <3

Anon said it’s Becoming by SouthSideStory (WIP)

Warnings: possible torture
Lost fic summary: hey! I'm looking for a specific fic I can't find. it's only one chapter, most likely on ao3. it's steve and bucky being held captive in a basement of sorts, steve with a broken leg and bucky hanging from the ceiling by his wrists. they free themselves just in time for natasha and sam to break in to save them, so it's ultimately comedic/not dark. I think the summary was something along the lines of "steve and bucky make the worst prisoners." any thoughts?

dolphinqueen10 sent in Interrogation Techniques for Beginners by StrangerInAStrangePlace (oneshot)

Lost fic summary: I'm looking for a story where the Winter Soldier is a clone of the original Bucky, who's dead? And there's a lot of angst because TWS (who I think is going by James) doesn't know he isn't the original Bucky

mmouse15 sent in Have To Put Him On A Shelf by herecomesbucktofuckshitup (complete, /others)

smaug11 said it could be Look into my eyes and tell me if I'm real by cyanspark

Lost fic summary: Hey there :) I'm looking for a fic where bucky was alone and on the run I think? Finding back to himself etc.. At one point he 'saved' a man and his daughter who were trying to shoot a bear but failed so he shot the bear. Btw I loooooove this blog with all my heart and thank you for running it ❤️

Anon wrote in with Chapter 15 of The Murder Ballads by BetteNoire (restricted)

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GROUP ASK ROUND # 0: So I lost a fic...

Sam gives the best hugs

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Steve works at the Barnes' funerary business

Steve and Bucky have no sense of shame

Re: Steve and Bucky have no sense of shame

Tony uploads video's of Bucky's torture under Hydra for the WS trial

Bucky fears the Avengers will abuse him like Hydra did

Re: Bucky fears the Avengers will abuse him like Hydra did

Shrunkyclunks bar hookup

Re: Shrunkyclunks bar hookup

The army treats Steve as property

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Wanda takes out Bucky's trigger words

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Bucky and Steve are strippers that live together

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The Howling Commandoes are worried Steve is forcing himself on Bucky

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Bucky and Steve hook up while Bucky is an escort for someone else

Re: Bucky and Steve hook up while Bucky is an escort for someone else

Steven and Bucky are forced to have sex at gun point

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Bucky wants Steve to carry him like a lady

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Steve remembers a field of flowers from the war

Steve works at Bucky's security firm

Re: Steve works at Bucky's security firm

linked to a comic, Steve delivers groceries

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Bucky kidnaps Steve from shield

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WS Bucky looks into Steve and becomes a fan

BDSM, Steve gets hypnotised and WS Bucky takes care of him

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Winifred and Sarah and their boys' relationship

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A/B/O, Bucky gets pregnant in high school, Steve is listed as the father before they lose contact

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Bucky and Steve make the worst prisoners

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The Winter Soldier is not the original Bucky

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Bucky is on the run and saves a family from a bear

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