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GROUP ASK ROUND # 0: So I lost a fic...

Hi, everyone!

In an effort to adapt to our new platform, we are doing group asks a little differently in our DW community. This post will serve as an example of what lost fic requests will look like if we need to move to DW permanently, so please feel free to refer to it if you need to. As this is only an illustrative post to move our backlog, comments are disabled.

We know everyone has that one fic they've read a long time ago and, for the life of them, can't find a link to again. On Tumblr, you'd just drop the Library an ask after Google and AO3 searches failed you and we would do our best to find your lost fic for you or we would ask for the help of our lovely followers.

Here, we will be compiling lost fic requests as comments.

HELP, I CAN'T FIND A FIC!
If you have a lost fic you'd really like to find again, just fill out this template with things you remember:

1) Click the "reply" button below.
2) Your comment must have a subject title. Please put something brief and descriptive that shows what you're looking for. It can include tropes, setting, and/or rating or it can be something as simple amnesiac!Bucky, Coffee Shop AU with weird sign outside, Post TWS-fic with Sam, Shrunkyclunks with SHIELD Agent!Bucky, etc.
3) Copy and paste the template below in the comment box and fill it to the best of your ability. We know some things will be hard to remember, but please provide as much detail as you are able to. If you can't remember something, feel free to delete the field.

WHO CAN RESPOND TO LOST FIC REQUESTS?
Everyone is welcome to reply with a link to a found fic! Mod replies will come only from 3 accounts:

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Warnings: ?
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Setting: maybe post catws
Lost fic summary:
hi so i vaguely remember this fic maybe post catws where they find bucky offscreen, at the start of the fic he’s already living in stark tower w/ steve, no one knows he’s a vampire (idk if even hydra knew), one night steve follows bucky out because he wants to talk but bucky’s being distant, bucky didnt want steve to know he was out to feed so he kisses steve to distract him and they just end up making out? checked the vampire tag & tried searching ao3 but i cant for the life of me find it

thesummer-soldier said straight to the heart please by Poe

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Lost fic summary: hey i’ve lost a fic. steve and bucky were both omegas but steve thought bucky was a beta and he asked him to help him with his heat and bucky was like i can’t and steve says it doesn’t have to mean anything you don’t gotta marry me and then he realizes but then they get together anyway.

anon said it’s how it goes by radialarch (complete)

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Setting: post-WS
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Help I’m looking for a fic! I can’t for the life of me remember the name of it, but it’s post-WS Bucky, where he’s back living with Steve in the tower, and he’s not housebroken and keeps having accident while trying to hide it from Steve. It had a few hydra bits in it from what I remember too. Sorry if it’s too confusing

Anon said it’s The Only One That Needs to Know by Lauralot

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hello, I’m looking for a fic where Bucky is temporarily in a childlike mindset and wants to walk around new York on his hands but Steve won’t let him, I know that Bucky gets out of it eventually? Super vague but I’ve been looking for weeks now. Thanks ahead!

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Hi y'all! Love your blog so much, and I need some help finding a specific fic. All I can remember about it is that Steve and Bucky are on a mission, and they are both captured by hydra. Some hydra goon shoots Steve with some sort of relaxant and he is paralyzed, and Bucky has to save their asses, but something happens to Bucky and Steve has to make the choice between giving up and being captured by hydra in order to save Bucky or letting Bucky die. Can you please help me out? Thank you!!

aley-nag and anon sent in Project Vesna by howler32557038 (WIP)

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Setting: ost WS (and either post CW or CW divergent)
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Hey can you help me find a fic? It’s really annoying me because I remember a piece of it but nothing more. It’s post WS (and either post CW or CW divergent). Bucky proposes to Steve and Steve cries just because he’s emotional. But Bucky thinks it’s because he doesn’t want to and doesn’t know how to respond and he apologizes and says something like “I had to ask” but that he understands. But then obviously Steve explains and says yes.

mod iamnmbr3: Found it! It’s How ‘bout it? by MMXIII (complete)

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hi there, ive been looking for this nightmare fic based in the tower, everyone hears yelling at night and the door opening in the hallway when steve goes to buckys room, they give him stuff to help bucky, but it turns out its been steve suffering all along? thanks ♡

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Setting: Modern
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My buddy found a fic a while ago, we’ve been searching high and low and can’t find it again, hoping you/your followers might be able to help out! Tl;dr, Bucky is very openly gay, totally into 21st century gay culture (booty shorts are apparently involved), he’s with a guy/guys. Steve is pining, I think he’s bi but not 100% sure. Bottom Bucky is a tag. Thanks!

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Setting: 1940s
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i remember reading a fic set in the 40s where preserum steve has sex A LOT. and bucky finds out and he gets jealous, so he fucks the guys right after steve does and i remember he even follows steve to a brothel? any ideas?

Anon says it’s Secondhand Source by elise_509 (complete)
Anon says it’s chapter 3 of like tonight’s our only night by magma.

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Setting: post-tws
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ok so i’ve been asking around and i don’t know if i dreamed this fic but i figure if i didn’t y'all are probably my best bet for finding it again! it’s post-tws and bucky is sure that steve isn’t the real steve because he only remembers him small. but then they’re sparring and steve says bucky’s name a certain way and bucky realizes he’s the real steve from that and then he picks steve up with his metal arm and pins him to the wall and blows him but like 6ft in the air? help thanks luv u lots :*

warmsandsofelseweyr said The Way You Say My Name by OhCaptainMyCaptain (complete)

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Hello! I’m looking for an AO3 fic and I can’t find it in any tag I can think of! Pretty sure it’s 5+1 with a scene where the avengers (minus bucky) are playing a trivia game in his and Steve’s apartment and Steve goes to ask him for help on a question. Opens the door and everyone can see Bucky jerking off but Steve and Bucky act like it’s not a big deal. Steve gets back to the table and everyone is like “WTF?? That’s not normal!” Thanks in advance!

@esaael says its 5 times Bucky and Steve were Unnaturally Comfortable Around Each Other, and the 1 Time They Weren’t by WhatTheBodyGraspsNot

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Hi, i’m looking for a specific fic and hope you can help me! I’m a bit fuzzy but I think that Steve gets kidnapped and wiped and Bucky (I’m not sure he’s affiliated with the avengers) rescues him disguised as a guard and wearing something that changes his face. I remember him specifically saying something like, “remember my eyes (or voice), because my face will change” and something like “you will never leave my side, you will take care of yourself, xyz, unless doing so endangers you” Thank you!

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Hi, I’m looking for an Omega! Strve fic where he has Omega! Tony help him through his heat since Alpha! Bucky is presumed dead and when he comes back he’s like closed off and winter soldiery-esque. When he smells Tony he grumbles saying, “You smell like you belong to me,”

hauntedbrowneyes said Silence in Your Beating Heart by Damalia (Achrya) (complete, /others, poly)

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Please help ,emfind a fic… Bucky gets a haircut from two young girls, he’s dating Steve (I wanna say secretly) Steve has an art show across the street and. Icky and the girls watch from a couch through the window… a girl gets dumped so Bucky is her date to the dance hall? I know it’s vague but please help me

Anon says it sounds like The Murder Ballads by BetteNoire (WeAreWolves), especially the last chapter.

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I’m looking for a fic that I think is called “Show Me Your Colors”. Steve and Bucky live together in an apt., Steve comes home from Shield one day still wearing his Cap uniform, Bucky jumps out and surprises him with hugs and kisses then they really get into it! I can’t find this fic anywhere… Think you could help me out?…

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Setting: AU: Soulmate
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There’s a fic I’ve been looking for, and I haven’t seen it here yet so I was wondering if you could help me find it? It was a soulmate AU where your soulmates first words to you are on your skin. And Steve doesn’t believe in soulmates, so when Bucky says his words he decides to be mute around Bucky. It also has the nursery rhyme ‘one for sorrow, two for joy, three for a girl and four for a boy" in it having to do with crows and magpies. No matter what I search up I can’t find the fic. Thank you

iamadelicateflowergoddammit said To Forgive a Murder by SpacePunkStevie (complete)

Lost fic summary: Hi! i’m looking for a fic where Steve thinks Bucky doesn’t remember their relationship (they were married) and Steve thinks Bucky’s dating Nat, and he gets really depressed but Sam and Tony help him, and then Steve loses his and Bucky’s wedding rings and everything goes to hell and then Bucky can’t take it anymore and they finally talk and everything ends well? I used the tags but couldn’t find it :/ thank you!!!

dolphinqueen10 sent in I Do, I Don't, I Die by prisma134 (complete)

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Lost fic summary: Hi, could you please help me find a fic? I went through the recovery tag but I have no idea what fic it is bc my memory of it is super hazy. But it’s a recovery fic. Steve took Bucky to the avengers tower and Bucky keeps trying to kill Steve whenever Steve visits him in his room. & eventually everyone decides steve should stop. but then Steve goes on a mission and Bucky wonders where he is. and I remember Sam telling Bucky that he doesn’t have to hurt steve because he’s not the WS anymore.

Lost fic summary: Hi! I’m searching for a story where Bucky and Steve are having sex and the even get to the tenth orgasm and Bucky mentions something about how he only can handle three, I know it is not a lot, but I only remember that :(

farraige25 sent in Is It Pretending If I Already Want You? by OhCaptainMyCaptain (complete), specifically the second half of the epilogue

Lost fic summary: Hi, I’m looking for a fic where Bucky thinks he was in a car crash or something and that’s why he has no memories, and he’s not sure if he and Steve are dating or not. (But he actually was the winter soldier but no one’s told him that). I’ve searched the blog for brain damage and memory loss but haven’t found it :(

dolphinqueen10 sent in Through a dark night, without a sunrise, love will tell us where to go by LunaCanisLupus_22 (complete)

cikaria said it’s we carry our lives around in our memories by biblionerd07 (complete)

Lost fic summary: Hi! A long time ago I read a fic where Steve is deserum and is like Christmas time, he’s doing pretty bad so Bucky takes him somewhere away from the city and they end up in a little town like in the mountains I think and they decide to exchange presents so there’s a little mall downtown and they go looking for something to give each other and Steve enters a comic store and gets Bucky a yo-yo. Sorry about my crappy summary but I read it a long ago. I’ve looking for it but wasn’t able to find it.

Anon sent in A Cottage Christmas by awesomecherry (complete)

Lost fic summary: Hi I’m looking for a fic that’s purely porn where Bucky is making pancakes and Steve distracts him and the food burns so steve orders pizza and fucks Bucky to make it up to him. I think there’s a line about Bucky teasing Steve about taking the pizza from the delivery boy with cum running down his leg. I’m so sorry and thank you.

stevebuckythyla sent in Star-Spangled Dick With a Plan by doctormccoy (complete)

Setting: modern AU
Lost fic summary: Hiya! I’m looking for a fic where Steve and Bucky grow up together and Steve has always been in love with Bucky. I remember that they both liked the goosebumps books as kids and Bucky is angry when he finds out Steve is gay because he told Peggy first. Thank you!

thefellowshipofthewand sent in Timeline by perfect_plan (complete)

Setting: coffeeshop AU
Lost fic summary: Hey. I’ve looked and I can’t find it anywhere. Can you help me? Skinny Steve works at a coffee shop and Bucky’s a shield agent. Everyone else who works there are also shield agents/avengers. Bucky has a metal arm. The city gets attacked, Steve runs into the fight, and Bucky has to save him. That’s when Steve figures out who all his friends are and what they do for a living. Does it sound familiar?

deepspaceprincess sent in happy the hard way by Homeistheimpala (complete)

Setting: First Avenger canon divergence
Lost fic summary: I’m looking for a fic where Gabe had joined Bucky and Steve on the train and when Bucky fell gabe had to hold Steve back from jumping after him and later Steve threw up.

Anon sent in Howling by biblionerd07 (complete)

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GROUP ASK ROUND # 0: So I lost a fic...

maybe post catws; vampire bucky

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abo; steve thought bucky was a beta

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post-WS Bucky; kept having accidents

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Bucky is temporarily in a childlike mindset and wants to walk around new York on his hands

Steve and bucky are on a mission and get captured; steve has to make a choice

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ost WS (or post CW or CW divergent); bucky proposes to steve, steve cries, misunderstanding ensues

Re: ost WS (or post CW or CW divergent); bucky proposes to steve, steve cries, misunderstanding ensu

nightmare fic; avengers tower

bucky is gay, 21st century gay culture, steve is pining

steve has a lot of sex; 1940s

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post-TWS; bucky is sure isnt the real steve; blowjobs

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5+1 with a scene where the avengers (minus bucky) are playing a trivia game

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Steve gets kidnapped and wiped and Bucky rescues him

abo, stony

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bucky gets a haircut, steve has an art show across the street

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stucky live together, bucky jumps steve in his uniform

soulmate au (first words on skin); steve decides to be mute around bucky

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Steve thinks Bucky doesn't remember they were together

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Bucky keeps attacking Steve

Multiple orgasms

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Memory loss blamed on fake car accident

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Bucky and deserumed Steve spend christmas in a cabin

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smut happens, burnt food ensues

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Steve and Bucky grow up together and like Goosebumps

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coffeeshop AU with barista Steve and shield agent Bucky

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Gabe is with Steve and Bucky on the train

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